Saturday, July 18, 2009

Don't know what I want to do right now....

We just had another failed cycle, they thought this one looked really promising, but I guess not :-(

I am torn b/t trying again, I said I would do 6 IUI's and that's it, if we did one more it would be #6 or if we should just start looking into adoption. I just want a child. I know what great parents we would be and it obviously isn't working out for us another way and if we hadn't been trying off and on for 8 years I would say give it more time, but I think it's been long enough.

I guess I'll start looking online for information on adoption. If anyone has any websites that would be helpful I would appreciate the information. I am going to think this weekend whether or not I really want to do another IUI cycle. This is just really hard to go through emotionally and physically and I don't know how much more I can take right now.

I may post more later, right now I am kinda numb and I just found out this morning so I am still taking it all in....

1 comment:

Alice said...

Wishing you the best with this cycle! I think the wait is the hardest part.